二十年的风雨伴随了二十年的成长历程，这二十年，到底哭过多少次？打过几次架？犯过多少错？暗恋过几个女生？考试一共被扣过多少分？把以前的一切都扔到垃圾桶吧。。

二十岁，新的开始，即使外面的天阴了，也要勇敢的面对明天，未来其实很好。。。

就此封笔。。。。。

上学期曾经发誓说这学期不再逃课,不过现在看来,逃课也并不是什么耻辱的事,当然理由不是象有些人那样觉得老师傻b.

最近很不想自习,好像又回到了上学期似的,想为生活找点出口,又隐隐有染头发,玩游戏,逛街之类的念头...真该死.不过昨晚不知怎么了又感叹的在桌布上写到(其实是学村上的名言:S):

2005自习年,我为了上自习而活着,为了活着而上自习.

Anson下午就要从哈尔滨回来了,带着豪迈归来.

等他凯旋归来,一起踢球,一起逛街.

谁说Miller没有影响美国篮球？即使没有胜过Jordan,没有拿总冠军，又怎能影响他的伟大呢？

2：00，跟刘凯徒步去7阶听课，坐在最后一排，竖起眼镜认真听课，后排其他同学千姿百态，睡觉的，抄作业的，看小说的，打情骂俏的，后来我亦随波逐流，开始发呆到下课。。。。。。。。胖子再收作业，第二次逃过抽样，估计下章要轮到，想开始好好看概率。。。。

5：00，大食堂二楼吃饭，把菜汤倒在刘凯裤子上-____-

5：30，数学楼报告厅开会，舍导员讲的话，就怕听他念叨就业或学业的事情，结果还是再一次经受恐惧，我不要知道我的未来。。

7：45，回到逸夫自习室，做了3道简单的数分题，发现南开的书后没有习题答案，挺好的。。。经典教材应该都没习题答案吧

8：45，想回寝室，鼻子不舒服。路上听到很多张学友的歌，都比较伤感，伞柄搭在脖子上，裤脚被打湿。快到大学城门口，心中默念下次雨中漫步找个女生一起走。。

10：00，在学校bbs上查到大学生英语竞赛的获奖情况。没有获奖在意料之中，这次没能查到自己的成绩，得奖成绩103分，不过有答案，很多翻译题确实写的不够纯。。估计还是跟上回差不多，90多分吧，不少学医的人得奖。。。。没有数学院的。。

He was Tony Parker’s first NBA mentor. A man who saw a 19-year-old basketball prodigy arrive from the French basketball league full of potential and lightening quick moves. The year was 2001 and the Belgium-born point guard who was drafted 28 th overall by the San Antonio Spurs was eager to make his mark. Terry Porter, a veteran of 17 NBA seasons and one of the most successful point guards of his era, was then in the twilight of his career. The 38-year-old took the 19-year-old under his wing, showed him the NBA ropes before retiring following the 2001-02 season. Now as the head coach of the Milwaukee Bucks, Porter is three and a half years removed from that first meeting in Spurs training camp and reflects in admiration on Parker’s development into one of the NBA’s premier point guards.

“As the years have gone on, his confidence obviously has gotten higher, and I think that’s the biggest thing,” Porter said. “He’s built the confidence from his teammates, the trust and respect from his teammates that he’s going to do the right thing.

“His game itself has grown, also, because of his ability to make shots now. He struggled in that area. Most point guards struggle coming in, not many come in with a fine-tuned jump shot. You just don’t see that, especially a guy like him who was basically coming out of high school, 18, 19 years old. So there was a lot of growth in that area that he needed, and he’s obviously improved tremendously.”

So much so that many, including Parker himself, thought first-time All-Star honors would be bestowed upon a player who is enjoying a career season in points (16.6), assists (6.1) and shooting percentage (.488%) while piloting the Spurs to one of the best records in the NBA.

“Definitely, I think I am an All-Star,” said Parker, who would have been the first French player to receive such an honor. “It would have meant so much to basketball in France if I had been on the team. But I am young, and a lot of other guys didn’t make it, either. I have time.”

Count Houston Rockets head coach Jeff Van Gundy as one of the coaches who did vote for Parker.

“I voted for him for the All-Star team,” said Van Gundy. “I was shocked he didn’t make it. I don’t know how that guy doesn’t make it. Parker is on the team with the best record, so I just don’t know how. I think he is really, really, really good.”

Thrust into duty his rookie season ahead of veterans Antonio Daniels and Porter, Parker made a seamless transition playing against NBA veteran competition, thanks to his extensive international league experience. Parker spent four seasons in the French League, including two with Centre Federal and averaged 22.1 points in only his second season at age 16. At 17, he found himself playing for Paris Racing, in the first division, and in only his second season he was starting.

“Playing professionally helped me mature faster,” said Parker. “I was playing with guys who were 30 years old and had families. I had to grow up fast and learn how to handle myself. I also had to learn to get respect.”

Parker enjoyed a breakout campaign in only his second season when he helped lead the Spurs to the 2003 NBA championship. Leading the team in assists, Parker finished second to Tim Duncan in scoring and opened a lot of eyes with his stellar play against All-NBA point guard Jason Kidd in the Finals.

Yet the maturation and development continues for a player who has led his team to more regular-season victories the last three seasons than any floor general in the NBA. The Spurs are no longer solely reliant on Tim Duncan to save the day down the stretch in games. Manu Ginoboli, who earned first-time All-Star honors this season and newly acquired Brent Barry have stepped up. So has Parker, whom Spurs head coach Gregg Popovich entrusts with the basketball with the game on the line.

“I’m 10,000 times more comfortable with the ball in [Parker’s] hands late than I was a couple of years ago,” said Popovich. “He understands situations much better and sees people much better on the court. No matter what play we call, he reads things and sees other things on the court that might not be there when with the play we called, which he would have seen a couple of years ago.”

Despite the vote of confidence from his head coach, Parker remains his toughest critic.

“I think I’m coming a long way since my rookie year,” said Parker. “I’ve established myself as a starting point guard, and now getting closer and closer to the All-Star Game and feeling close to the best point guard in the league. I believe in myself I am one of the best point guards and I can compete against the best on any given night. But I still think I’ve got a lot of improvement to do in my game. My outside shot can be a lot better; my three-point shot can be more consistent; and my free throws, obviously I need to improve. And leadership-wise, I still can improve, and the more I’m going to know our guys, and the more we’re going to play big games, I’m going to establish myself as a real point guard, to be the Little General out there.”

Off the court, the Spurs’ Little General has found a touch of France in the Alamo City.

“We’ve got some good French restaurants here,” Parker said. “Bistro Vatel is very, very good. That reminds me of France. Besides the food, there, though, not much reminds me of France here.

“But I’m not so much homesick. I’ve got my buddies who come and visit all the time, and in the summer I’m in France all the time. I enjoy my life here in San Antonio during the season, and in the summer I am back in France.

“I am very easy. As a basketball player you always travel anyway. And San Antonio has become more home to me now.”

冲一杯橙汁，换上深色的衣服沐浴在阳光下，听着Jay的歌写日记，独享这份安静，挺好的，挺好的。。

下午又孤独堕落的逃了课，因为是政治和概率，概率很明显的跟不上老师的步调了，每周末还是要用复旦教材弥补这门上大学以来最厌恶的课程，实在痛苦。那天睡觉前，我在想，幸而我没去学统计，谢天谢地，许昊南的专业课都跟概率沾边，真要命。。。

什么时候才能摆脱讨厌的考试？！

希望能坚持写到大四，一点一滴的积累回忆，回头再看看自己走过的路，就能汇成很多。。。

2. 白石桥。首体球馆，国家图书馆，家乐福，钱柜……休闲娱乐学习之好去处！高一高二那会经常去天成边上的首体室内网羽球馆打羽毛球，场多人也多，最好赶非节假日，比如下午放学早的时候去。高三那会经常跟一帮人去国图“自习”，靠南的那个楼，4层，不少京工的去那学习，很多阅览室也很不错……高考完老跟同学去钱柜唱K，好地方！现在老爸单位的人也总去那里玩:-)旁边的一些烤肉店也很棒！

3. 西什库大街。OO现在的家跟那儿，放假经常去她家玩，离她们学校（四中）很近，北海公园我家人总爱去，我也是，无论是划船还是散步都是绝佳的公园。四中对面有家天赐，很实惠的饭馆。。四中学子称，四中是我家，天赐是我妈。:-D

4. 车公庄。军事书店旁的小黑店，官园批发市场，青年宫。再往东还有家地下黑店，以前跟潘东子总去，我收的大多数盘来自那里。官批是个好地方，生活用品应有尽有！青年宫也是不错的电影院，每年老爸单位都发那里的电影卡。边上还有家麦当劳。

5. 航天桥。金玉大厦附近一带。金玉自封为超五星酒店！不过里面的娱乐确实很贵…………网球每年交2万会员费，每小时还要300！我跟OO还有二姨夫经常去的是地下一层的保龄球馆，价格合理，球道标准，OO是“职业”选手，有自己的球和球鞋:-P金玉边上的潮好味，做正宗的粤菜，家里人都爱吃，尽管我对粤菜一般。金玉对面西南角的九头鸟，湖北菜，家常化一点，适合我这样乡土气息浓的人。原来那里还有家苏氏牛肉面，Peter热衷的地方，现在拆了。。。。

6. 阜成门外。老爸单位跟那儿，正对面有家小土豆儿，侧对面的敦煌饭店是甘肃省政府驻京办事处，我家人都算半个甘肃人，十分钟爱带有浓郁西北特色的美食，真的，我愿意一辈子呆在兰州吃那里的菜。。。。

7. 中关村，海淀图书城，新东方。。。。。。。。

8. 西直门，展览馆，动物园。有一面爱面，肯德基，DQ，汉拿山，必胜客。这家必胜客老排队，生意好得不行！中国人民真是富裕了！动物园及旁边的海洋馆超级无聊。。

9. 四单，复兴门，宣武门。西单是好地方，女生都爱逛，据说韩国城的饰物不错，我没去过，我总去的是图书大厦，每次放假必去！还有中友百货，很多好玩的玩意儿。到了四单顺便离复兴门和宣武门也不远了，百盛真的是北京最好的商场，SOGO东西也很全，OO特别爱去。

10.王府井，东单。东方新天地走一趟。新东安八楼有一电影院，条件好还便宜！百货大楼背后有一水煮鱼馆子，能用白菜当底儿，味道奇好！景山中学（mary的学校）也跟那儿，北京地理条件最好的中学。。。。。。王府井外文书店。。。太棒了！！！我认为它是王府井的核心，每次进里面都不想出来了，那里的原版书太吸引人了……东单的室外运动中心可以打街球，踢小场儿，高一那年暑假，我们当时5班6班组了个树宏队去那里踢PEPSI，闯过了第三轮。。

one more. 九华山庄。城市北郊，大约六环外。打网球，泡温泉的好去处。每次回京都必须去玩的地方。春节还能放炮。。。

当然北京还有不少好东东，我的活动地点大都在城北城西，好多东边的好地方都没去过，有些遗憾。有时候我以为我离开了北京我就能慢慢地不再喜欢这地方了，有时候真这么以为。